What We Believe Changes Everything

"It is our duty as men and women to proceed as though the limits of our abilities do not exist." Pierre Teilhard de Chardin

Pierre De Chardin Teilhard, a Jesuit paleontologist and writer, wrote that humans are not just another species, but another form of life that reflects upon itself.  He wrote about the noosphere, a shared consciousness that evolves towards “greater personalization, individuation and unification of its elements culminating in the Omega Point an apex of consciousness” (Wikipedia) which is based on love. He also wrote of the Divine Milleau an energy envelops us and that all of creation is immersed in.  Teilhard wrote that is affected by everything we think, say, and do.

Carl Jung, the twentieth century psychologist wrote of the human collective unconscious that is inherited and wired in our brain, populated by “instincts and by archetypes: universal symbols such as The Great Mother, the Wise Old Man, the Shadow, the Tower, Water, the Tree of Life, and many more.”  Wikipedia

I have been attempting to reconcile these two perspectives with my personal experiences of thought.  Am I a separate human being prewired through DNA with a symbolic structure from my ancestors?   Or is my consciousness really a part of an infinite consciousness (God) that contains all there is to know?  Can both perspectives be true?  Are scientific advances individual breakthroughs based on genetic brain abilities (Einstein postulating relativity) and the collective accumulation of scientific information contained in shared databases and analyzed by artificial intelligence?  Are we part of a larger energy field or are we an animal species walking through a mortal existence?  Are we all of these?

Are my creative thoughts and deep insights a product of a mental illness or am I somehow connected to an infinite consciousness that has revealed them to me?  Am I a psychic vessel that is sometimes wide open and cannot block or filter thoughts or energy from others in the greater consciousness?  Or is this merely my brain synapses misfiring or delusions created in my brain? Is my mind open to alternative realities including an eternal reality?   Am I a visionary of things yet to come or are they already here only to be revealed?

Ellen Langer, a psychologist, in her book Counterclockwise writes of the effect of our environment, especially those created by the medical profession as we age, on our mind and subsequent behaviors.  Many times, in our lives our thoughts and behaviors are dictated by attitudes and expectations of others that keep us from breaking outside our mental boxes.  What I do know, is that our ability to create our own positive narrative is critical to our mental health especially after undergoing trauma.  What we choose to believe changes everything.

My Personal Savior and the Cosmic Christ

“I am telling you the truth,” replied Jesus, “that no one can enter the Kingdom of God without being born of water and the Spirit. A person is born physically of human parents, but is born spiritually of the Spirit."  (John 3:5-6)

My heart and soul see Christ in two ways.  Christ the Lord, my Savior, both human and divine who tore the curtain between Heaven and Earth by dying on the cross and sacrificing himself for our sins.  He is the personal presence I can count on when praying and asking for guidance in my life.  He lifts my spirit and shows me the Kingdom of God on Earth through the love of others when I am discouraged.  He is my human face of God.

And then there is the Cosmic Christ that has been with us from the creation of the Universe.  He is the loving force unseen but by faith that propels us forward in our evolution of consciousness and spirit.   This is the Christ that we feel in awe of as we gaze at the stars and explore the universe.  This is the Christ that we are one with and astounded with the gifts of nature.  This is the Christ that tore the curtain in the temple separating eternity from our human existence on Earth.

In our churches, we emphasize the individual salvation through believing in Christ, but we ignore the Cosmic Christ.   Christ will not come again, because he is already here.  The Cosmic Christ is the creation of a shared consciousness or spirit that is the complete body of Christ.  We are not solely on a journey to save souls, but to create a shared consciousness that will sustain our Earth and humankind.  Although our humanity is a beautiful gift from God, we must remember we are spirit first and that Jesus is the unseen force propelling us forward in love.  Without the balance between the two – the love of the Cosmic Christ with the Personal Savior, we miss our connection of our spirit to our humanity at our peril.

My Church Home

“But to each one of us grace has been given as Christ apportioned it” Ephesians 4:7

My church home is a network of individuals whom I have met who share with me a deep spiritual reverence and commitment born out of pain and the joy in their redemption and healing by God.  These individuals are spread across different churches and denominations and have touched my life profoundly.

I love the Episcopal church for its high mass and Christmas traditions.  It is the church home of my parents and my childhood in the sixties.  Leaving church after midnight mass on Christmas Eve in the snow and the family gathering afterward around the Christmas tree are vivid memories.  My parents were military, and their worship was reverent and traditional.

Another church that tugs at my heart is a small UCC church which serves the homeless in Belleville with a passion that belies their small congregation.  They meet in a bar and discuss how best to serve the community by raising our consciousness of about God, ethics, and others.  You can count them in the many fundraisers in the community serving others.

I also love my evangelical Methodist church that meets in small groups.  My small group is filled with individuals who are wise in spiritual matters and I am astounded by their personal stories of pain and redemption.   They great me with hugs and they miss me when I am not present.  A group of people more committed to Jesus as their personal Savior, you cannot find.

And then there is the Baptist church I attend with my former in-laws.  Pastor Randy has taught me how Bible passages govern our everyday lives as a Christian.  Every year I join Mom and Dad for the Singing Christmas tree service.

And last, but not least is the Catholic Church services led by the Jesuits with their Ignatian Spirituality.  They fill my need for a Cosmic Christ as one that is connected to our universe and all of creation.  I love the small group I meet with to discuss Spiritual Singularity and their deep concern for the environment and the oppressed.

All of these individuals and groups are my church because they serve one loving God and I am overwhelmed with their grace.

Rompecabezas

"The art of simplicity is a puzzle of complexity." -Douglas Horton

This weekend I watched the newly released movie Puzzle at the theater.   It reminded me of a previous Sacred Souls post dated March 26, 2016 in which I wrote about looking at the jigsaw puzzles and strategy games at my local Barnes and Noble.  I wrote about the joy and satisfaction in putting jigsaw pieces together to form a beautiful inspirational picture and how God knows the final picture even when I am missing pieces to the puzzle.

In the movie Puzzles, the main character Agnes, a devout Catholic who is a housewife caught in  an ordinary life, receives a jigsaw puzzle of the world for her birthday from her aunt.  In completing the puzzle, Agnes rediscovers her mathematical talent and ability to put a jigsaw puzzle together in record time. The final piece to the world puzzle is the city Montreal that she carefully puts into place and then smiles because it is complete.  She then answers an ad seeking a jigsaw puzzle partner and her whole life is turned upside down when she meets an Iranian inventor and champion puzzler.  Together they enter a national jigsaw puzzle contest as a team and win because Agnes deviates from the normal rules for puzzling which requires putting together the edges first and sorting by color.     The prize for the win is a trip to Belgium for the International Doubles Championship.  

During the course of the movie, Agnes' marriage and family is also turned upside down when she challenges their normal life and routine.  Robert, her puzzle partner, in one scene in the movie explains that everything in the universe is random and jigsaw puzzles alone, even more than love, provide the satisfaction of completing a picture. 

I believe that Robert's explanation is incorrect.  I believe that everything in the universe is related and that it reflects the Unus Mundus, a Latin term originating in the Middle Ages, for the deeper order of things which is based on love.  Carl Jung, the twentieth century psychiatrist, referred to the seemingly coincidences in our lives as synchronicity. We all operate in the unconscious in which God reveals to our conscious in her own perfect timing. In the final scene of the movie, Agnes is on a train alone headed to Montreal after turning down the trip to Belgium with Robert.  She always knew her destination and path she just needed to put the pieces together.

Eternal Life

“Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.  Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls.  For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.

-       Matthew 11:28-30

I have been thinking about what God means to me. In one of the churches I attend, the pastor preaches on salvation through accepting and declaring Jesus as our Lord and Savior.  I think this belief misses the core message of Jesus’s life.  Jesus Christ is love and in his love we all can find salvation.

Eternity is existing in the present without fearing or focusing on the past or future.  When I realize how many mistakes I made in this life, the people I have hurt, all the chances for human love I missed, I can find forgiveness in God’s love.  God is eternity, and, in the eternal, all is as it should be.  In this belief, I find the peace to rest.

Kevin's Garden - God's Love and Ours this Christmas Eve

What if we had the ability to turn back the pages in our mind to a time when our love was fresh without preconceptions or abuses?  Each spring we are reminded that from the cold winter, sprouts of daffodil, crocus, and tulip bulbs will emerge through the ground with new promises.  

If anything I have learned in the last four years of my journey in Sacred Souls is that truly "hope is eternal" and love is the greatest of all gifts.  We are not bound by this space and time.  My mind being much wiser in my journey is ready to turn each blank page with a fresh renewed attitude and rewrite my story as it should be, focusing on each moment in eternity.  Immersing myself in love because in the end, God is love and all that is love survives.  That is God's eternal promise.

Kevin’s Garden - God's Love and Ours

“Dear friends, let us love one another for love comes from God.  Everyone who loves has been born of God and knows God.  Whoever does not love does not know God, because God is love.  This is how God showed his love among us.  He sent his one and only Son into the world that we might live through him. This is love: not that we loved God, but that he loved us and sent his Son as an atoning sacrifice for our sins.  Dear friends, since God so loved us, we also ought to love one another.  No one has ever seen God; but if we love one another, God lives in us and his love is made complete in us.”

1 John 4:7

We Ate From the Tree of Knowledge

"The Lord God took the man and put him in the Garden of Eden to work it and take care of it.  And the Lord God commanded the man, "You are free to eat from any tree in the garden; but you must not eat from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, for when you eat from it you will certainly die." Genesis 2:15 NIV

We ate from the tree of knowledge and we  no longer know.
Jesus was all knowing.
Sometimes I know.
Sometimes I don't know.
Sometimes I don't know and nobody else knows.
Sometimes I don't know and everybody knows.
Sometimes I know and others know.
Sometimes I know and everybody knows.
I always know.
Everybody knows.