Faith and Open Doors

“Ask, and it will be given to you seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you.  Matthew 7:7

Yesterday, I received a Facebook post reminder from September 26, 2012.  In the post I wrote that “I believe that we are on a human and transcendent journey and we have forgotten the connection that is God which binds us together.  We believe in freedom because God granted that gift which is precious and a sign of great love.  What we do with that gift is therefore up to us.”   

Yesterday was an exercise in my faith of God’s love.  I believe God has called me to be a wife and mother and to network my idea of God, higher consciousness and communication. It is within my innermost soul.  I cannot be those things unless I surrender myself to God.  I wrote in January 2015 in one of my most viewed blog posts, “Do I trust my mind now enough to work at the metaphysical level, to let my thoughts flow to others, to see the endless views, and to experience God without constraint.  To see the multifaceted meanings in all of us that others do not see who are earth bound in thoughts and actions – to experience in all in my new home?”  

God did not grant me that house at that time, because I was not building the right house that was consistent with my soul and God’s will for me.  But God in his mercy, gives second chances for course corrections and I am now building my dream home.  It has a beautiful layout and has all the right elements of a functional family home.  As I went through the contracting process, I realized I already knew the right model and options.   I especially love the wall of windows in the family room with a fireplace for those cold winter days.  I envision a bright red door welcoming in visitors at Christmas and all year long.  I am hoping the house will be ready next Spring.

Although I know the house won’t be “perfect” it will have plenty of space and be filled with love.  I  dream of  a “messy” life full of joy and gratitude for my many blessings.